Day 10! I don't hate myself!

What do you dislike the most about yourself?

I dislike the most about myself the fact that I can jump to conclusions way too easily and then build my emotional mood according to just how I think its going, without any factual basis. I never let people see the growing conclusion I'm jumping to just on the off chance that I might be wrong, but if I could take a deep breath and thing it through, it would save me so much grief!

XOXO,

Leah Lolita

Day 9!! Eyes are the Window to the Soul, but only music can calm it.

What do you like most about yourself?

I used to always say the thing I liked most about myself was my eyes. I loved and still love my deep blue eyes, but as I've gotten older I've discovered the thing I liked most about myself is how I grew into the music lover that I am today. Like I've said before I love live music, especially rock concerts. I love how music can effect me and that is why it is the thing I like most about myself

Day 8! Cause your a heart break...

Have you ever had your heart broken? Have you ever broken a heart?

I haven't had my heart broken before, and I hope I never will. I broke my own heart once, by breaking the boy's heart. I only break hearts when I don't see the relationship going anywhere. I don't just date to date, I date because I want to find someone for the long term. I have broken many hearts, but I hope to only grew from those relationships instead of trying to purposely be mean and give a guy a hard time.

XOXO, Leah Lolita

Day 6! Eeek!

What is your phobia/fear?

I have to say I am sacred of few things, but those few things scare me to death. I've always been scared of dying in a horrible car crash, or being murdered. Its not like I live in fear of this all the time, but I am always cautious towards avoiding such things from happening. I also have a strong fear of the dead coming back to life. Haunted trails, horror films, Walt Disney's Haunted Mansion all strike a nervous fear into me. Although usually afterwards, I'm not so scared of it anymore. I guess all it takes is facing our fears at one point or another.
XOXO, Leah Lolita

Day 4! What is true love?

What is true love?

True love is not just between people, but can be a true love for a specific action, job, or hobbies. Its when you can't imagine life without this person or thing, where no matter what happens you will always love it. When times are tough, when you haven't seen them in a while, you have done it in a while, but when you do its just where you left off. I can say I have felt true love and I have seen it for my own eyes. It's truly a beautiful thing that everyone will experiences once in their lives.
XOXO, Leah Lolita

Day 3! If you could wish for anything that would come true, what would you wish for?

If you could wish for anything that would come true, what would you wish for?

I would wish for the ability to see someones need and help them meet that need, not their want, but their legit need. I'd love to be able to be someone else's fairy godmother and help them make all their dreams come true. I know how important it is to me that my dreams coming true, that i'd love to able to do the same for someone else.
XOXO, Leah Lolita

Day 2! Who/What can't you live without?

I've made it to day 2...woo! The question for today is...

Who or what can't you live without?

I have many things that keep my life going, but I don't think I could live without my boyfriend, *the ninja*. He's called *the ninja* because he's very tall, very quite and always claims to be hiding somewhere in my house. Currently he claims to be under my bed at all times, although I have never checked to make sure. He's pretty great and I love him to pieces, because I know he has my back and of course gives the best hugs, which is always great. Plus its always a great bonus that our kids would be the cutest kids on earth! Any who, so to answer the question, I could not live without my boyfriend...man that's really sappy. I guess the second thing I couldn't live without would be music. Obviously its a huge part of my life and has been for most of my life. Its the one thing that when all else fails, never fails me. Well that's enough rambling...
XOXO, Leah Lolita

Day 1! What do you regret the most?

Okay day 1! Lets see how this goes, so the question is...
What do you regret the most?
I have to say I don't truly regret anything because everything I went through has made me into the person I am today. However, looking back I would have liked to have known things ahead of time so I could have avoided heartache or even heartbreak. I would never wish to not have met many of the young men I have met on this road called life, but I do wish, sometimes, that I hadn't had fallen so blindly for them when they so obviously did not deserve it. Although because of them, I have learned to guard my heart and not fall to blindly, until I know someone will catch me. Thanks to them I now know for sure and can trust my boyfriend, *the ninja and trust that when I fall, he'll be there to catch me. Did that answer the question? I hope so.
XOXO, Leah Lolita

Sherbet, Pink, Photography. Love XOXO. 26 Aug. 2006. JPEG file.

30 Day Challenge??

Since my life is pretty normal at the moment, I thought I'd try one of these 30 Day Blog Challenges. I found this little diddy on Shabby Blogs, which is the cutest little blog I've ever seen. I promise i'll try and keep my daily promise along with regular blogging. So here's the list and then off to the races. -XOXO Leah Lolita
1. What do you regret the most?
2. Who/what can’t you live without?
3. If you could wish for anything that would come true, what would you wish for?
4. What is true love?
5. What’s the point of life? Define a great life.
6. What is your phobia/fear?
7. What does your name mean? Why were you named what you were named?
8. Have you ever had your heart broken? Have you ever broken a heart?
9. What do you like the most about yourself?
10. What do you dislike the most about yourself?
11. Are you a lover or a fighter?
12. What would you say your biggest fear is when it comes to relationships?
13. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change and why?
14. What do people notice about you?
15. What’s something you wish you could say to that someone?
16. If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be?
17. Choose: trust or love18. What’s your passion?
19. Write a letter to yourself stating all the things you love about yourself.
20. Does love = sex?
21. Who is your best friend in life?
22. Whom do you admire the most?
23. What is your goal in life?
24. What gives you sincere happiness?
25. What are the 10 most significant events in your life?
26. When were the happiest days in your life?
27. What is the one problem, challenge, or issue you were born to address?
28. If you died tomorrow, what’s one thing you’d regret not doing?
29. Who would you invite to the perfect dinner party? (Dead, living, historical, famous, not famous...)
30. Who are you?